the chocolate addict

yes. im a chocolate addict. i plan our honeymoon to langkawi just because i can get a cheap chocolate there rather if i buying it in a mainland.
during the vacation i spend more than 200 just to get the chocolate that i like. and now when my oppa ask where should we go for our next vacation the answer is langkawi coz i want to buy more chocolate.

last friday i went to jusco and i pick a ritter sport whole hazelnut and rite now the chocolate is on my dressing table without "tercuit sikit pon"
im like a pregnant lady ngidam macam2. and even the chocolate is not eat yet i already order the same chocolate from oppa. there the chocolate price is more cheaper than msia. but langkawi is more cheaper la.

cant wait to meet him this coming Wednesday. i want caramel & nuts darling..

erm since its our 1st time celebrate our raya together so its be more excited to both of us. this is our 1st time beraya at in-law hse. maybe its quite different from the last raya and hopefully this coming raya will bring a good news to us. amin.

this feeling is so annoying

i know that everything happen in our life is a dugaan from Allah and we should accept the qada' and qadar. but wut if once in a month accidentally u cannot accept it and its like the 1st time u face that thing in ur life?

maybe it sound stupid (stupid is a mean word)but that happen.

i know im like the person who is "kurang kaseh sayang" even though i can see him everyday. but its only in a cyber world. huwahhh

i want him back!!

i want to live my life every single day with him

i want to share our happiness together.

i want to do everything with him.

i want to make he smile everyday.

i want to sleep with him every night and day.

i want to cook a dinner for him every night.

i want to open my eyes every morning and the 1st thing that i see is him.

...............................................................but i cant