new hse

alhamdulillah. i moved to a new house on 1st dec. syukran ya Allah.

my new hse is quite smaller than the old hse. 3 rooms and 2 bathrooms. but its much more better than staying in house that's going to be lelong. even the "tuan rumah" also nice. cleaning the hse before i enter with a fully loaded small truck.

ok to be truth now im phobia with a word "pindah rumah". without oppa by my side during that time its very hard to face it alone. (ade 3 bijik piring dipecahkan dalam kejadian itu huhuu)ok i hope this is the last hse that we rent before we move to our owb hse at Krubong Jaya in 2011. owh sungguh lama :(

dunno izit "pembawakan budak" or i just changing my mood but i like to decorate my hse. hihi going to ikea take a picture then balik rumah excited told oppa that i want to deco like this like that. (im not pregnant yet okeh so that is no pembawakan budak)

i know he quite suprise when i tell him that i want to deco deco my hse. but he's not suprise when i said that i want to paint our room and ask him to get a new "getah paip" and anything that can change in the toilet. im very2 cerewet okeh when it comes to toilet and the room that i want to sleep every night.

i like the ikea concept of deco the room. even its simple but i can feel that i can sleep like in 5 star hotel everynight. hahhaha keep dreaming....

time to waiting my oppa to come back and he's gonna have a lot of work to do. yeahh!!

i want to go holiday with him. just two of us.

house for ME

what do u do if u only hv 3 days to find a new hse including bring all ur things out from the hse that u live now?

do 24 hours enuf for u? or need a magic right now?

i choose miracle. another bad things come to my life. i know im not suppose to cry like hell bcoz its not my own hse. but to think that i should out from that hse and i only have 3 days..2days and half.. or a day???? damn

update

owh lama sungguh x update ini blog. so busy with my daily routine. kerja kerja dan kerja. lalallalalala

next week dh raya haji. but my hubby still not confirm either he can back during the raya day or not. i hv so many wedding to attend especially on 12th dec. my fren's wedding at shah alam. since she and her husband came to my hse during my engagement and my wedding so x bes la klu cipta a lot of alasan that i cant attend her big day rite? and since the wedding at shah alam alah org ckp pejam mata pon blh tau jln mana mau lalu hahahha so no excuse kecuali ade hal2 yg mg x blh dielakkn.

so the qs is... who's gonna accompany me to the wedding? should i as my BFF or i just attend it alone and can meet others fren there? kusut..kusut..
dh kawen mesti lah kne pg ngn hubby xkn nk pg sorang2. tapi dunno izit he back to msia or not. sedih :(

ok to be sincere i hate my life rite now. my life after marriage is not as good as u think. from one side im happy but the other side hurm...can i say that i m crying every night?

kenapa kami diduga mcm ni?org ckp hanya org2 yg tabah saja menerima dugaan dari-Nya. tapi tabah ke aku?? kuat ke aku nk hadap sume ni sorang2???

a week after long holiday

my raya holiday seems like to long for a makan gaji worker like me. :)
after a week cuti wajib i continue it another 3 days. hihihi.

going to JB since after kawin tak melawat sedara2 belah oppa. so oppa said this year must visit them. some of his relative that i met before we getting married memang nice but hv some of them yg x bes sikit. (maybe it just my feeling) tp tolong la dun be like he is ur best nephew that must come to ur hse sampai pesan kt sume org and dun looked at me like im an alien.

this is our 1st raya as a hubby and wifey. so excited. 1st raya oppa kne cirit birit and sakit perut yg teruk. demam pon ade sikit. so we cancel our plan to go to shah alam to attend my fren's wedding. just rest at our hse than balik rumah oppa's mum.

on a 2nd raya my dad' open hse. oppa getting better since he can play a takraw and volley ball so it means he's in good condition.

3rd raya we when to panchor to visit atuk. she looked fine. and the sambal kicap always delicious like usual. atuk looked happy when she saw me out from the car.
i missed all atuk's food. atuk next time i will let u know when i'll go to ur home so u can bungkuskan all the food that u prepare earlier for me :)

then we spend all our cuti raya at our home. cooking. waiting for a fren and relative to come. so tired even though we just cooked spaghetti and friend kuew tiau. (hahhaha sungguh x reti nk masak yg berat2.)

then last tuesday we when to JB to attend Ranhill Open House at Tasik Merdeka. i dont know the place so just let him be a tour guide.

JB means syurga makanan. there is so much delicious food there.
morning before we arrived at JB we stop at kluang just to drink the fresh coffee at Kluang Railway Station.

at night after beraya we ate kacang pool for our dinner at larkin. the next day we had our dinner at Saujana Restaurant Gelang Patah. the delicious butter prawn make me want it more. but it too far from mlk. huhuhu

today i start my work again...............................i.n.e.e.d.m.o.r.e.h.o.l.i.d.a.y

p/s: oppa can i berenti keje and follow u back to Riyadh. i really mean it.

the chocolate addict

yes. im a chocolate addict. i plan our honeymoon to langkawi just because i can get a cheap chocolate there rather if i buying it in a mainland.
during the vacation i spend more than 200 just to get the chocolate that i like. and now when my oppa ask where should we go for our next vacation the answer is langkawi coz i want to buy more chocolate.

last friday i went to jusco and i pick a ritter sport whole hazelnut and rite now the chocolate is on my dressing table without "tercuit sikit pon"
im like a pregnant lady ngidam macam2. and even the chocolate is not eat yet i already order the same chocolate from oppa. there the chocolate price is more cheaper than msia. but langkawi is more cheaper la.

cant wait to meet him this coming Wednesday. i want caramel & nuts darling..

erm since its our 1st time celebrate our raya together so its be more excited to both of us. this is our 1st time beraya at in-law hse. maybe its quite different from the last raya and hopefully this coming raya will bring a good news to us. amin.

this feeling is so annoying

i know that everything happen in our life is a dugaan from Allah and we should accept the qada' and qadar. but wut if once in a month accidentally u cannot accept it and its like the 1st time u face that thing in ur life?

maybe it sound stupid (stupid is a mean word)but that happen.

i know im like the person who is "kurang kaseh sayang" even though i can see him everyday. but its only in a cyber world. huwahhh

i want him back!!

i want to live my life every single day with him

i want to share our happiness together.

i want to do everything with him.

i want to make he smile everyday.

i want to sleep with him every night and day.

i want to cook a dinner for him every night.

i want to open my eyes every morning and the 1st thing that i see is him.

...............................................................but i cant

almost a year

its a year that i not update any single word in this blog.
last year i'm too busy with my study for my last semester. then after complete my study busy finding the job. and i became a job hunter for a month and half. among my gud frens at MMU im the last person who get a job. so sad. everybody always talking that they already get a job going to work but me? terperok je kt rumah.

but alhamdulillah on the 15th July 2008 i stat my life as a trainee at one of good and establish group of companies in malaysia especially in the southern west malaysia (with a gaji that quite higher than the salary that i can receive if i working at my practical place) as a fresh graduate i think i cant demand for my salary and insya allah kalau kite ikhlas allah ttp akan membantu kita. :)

so right now i already finished my training period but the offer letter from company still hold i think until this month. i dont know what happen but i really dont like this situation. abah always ask me when i will be the permanent staff ? i dont know. until middle of march i still dont know my position. n the most sad about being "gantung x bertali" is i had to take unpaid leave for 3 days just bcoz i dont have an annual leave.

i hope all this problem will be sattle in this month. because i really need more money to buy all the "kenduri" things . sedihnyer :((

to cpm honey_nurhaliza : aku update blog ni pon sb ko jugak kot. btw thanks for remember-ing my popular name. ahaks

next update : the "boring" vacation